Sorikai

This is my goal.

I have had a life changing experience. I wish I had had the chance to know the person who caused it.

I would like to take the opportunity to point you all to the both the dAjournal and livejournal of a deviant by the name of :generatinghype:

generatinghype.deviantart.com/

Bill was the first person who has ever moved me enough to want to change because of his words. I am inspired to be a better person because of some of his writings, This man reduced me to tears when I read through his journals, not because he intended it, but because I found his stories and his journey so intensely moving. My thoughts go out to his friends, his family, and especially to his partner Brody. I am aware that, sometimes, it is as bad as or worse to sit by and watch as somebody you love deteriorates.

I think that more then anything, I want to be able to hold my head high and say that I am proud of who I am as a person.

I want to be more then who I am today.

since I'm sure everyone could use it after 2009. What an interesting year, so much happened and yet so little of importance, at least to my mind.


Just figured I'd let people know I'm still alive, after all. I was gifted a macbook pro for Christmas, so I'm going to save up for a tablet and photoshop and try to do at least a project a month for my dA account. Any requests?


Love y'all. Let me know how you guys are doing!

So I'm going to be entering Algonquin College for Graphic Design Studies this September, W00t.

This means I'm either going to sumbit a shitload of stuff or you won't hear a thing form me for months. Not sure which yet, depends on the quality of my work and the amount of time I have, I suppose.

Also, because I'm moving to my father's house in a few days, I will be absent for a while after this upload batch as he lacks a scanner. Sorry to anyone who actually still watches me. I've been a fail of a deviant for the last year, and I'll try to do better.

Thank you for your support the years. I'm going to do my best to perform well in the coming years, and I hope to improve my skills at school.

So, lots of news, little that I feel like sharing. Life is busy and complicated, old friendships are deteriorating and I can do  nothing about it, and others seem to be blossoming...? Not sure if I've quite accepted the fact that I need new friends. Also, watch yourselves, ladies. I don't care HOW awesome he is, life seems fond of turning things around to slap you in the face so be careful with your hearts. Not that anyone ever reads this, so my advice will go forever unheeded. And if you do actually pay attention to me (GASP), I'm still with my boyfriend, and I still love him. Just words of warning, that's all. But enough depressions. No more dA drama queening from me.

I have sad news: I lack a tablet. I lent it to a friend of mine, who needed it for a special school project, so I won't be able to do any digital art for a while. This means my collab is on hold, again (or is it still?). I will upload some of my art class submissions as soon as I get them back, there are a few that I'm particularly proud of. It's just a matter of getting them scanned in right.

How's life for my beloved followers? Any sightings yet? Keep me informed!

Becca

P.S. Check out that mood. It was too funny to not put in here.

If anyone read yesterday's journal, I should probably tell you that I'm feeling much better now.

Also, I haven't forgotten about my collab piece. I hope to finish that by the end of the week and move on to my next project. What that is yet, I don't know, but if anyone has any suggestions, or even better clean line-art, I would love to hear about it/see it.

So, in other news, I'm going to Bluesfest on Friday. Seeing Three Days Grace, should be fun. Looking forward to it, I have to admit. I was also informed that I'm going to see The Black Crows (or is it spelled Crowes? ). I don't know anything by them by name other than Chemicals, which almost everyone knows without realising they know it. Go listen to it on youtube, I promise you'll recognize it.

Hope everyone's summer is going well and I hope to hear from you all soon!